SWOON

Well, me and ben the guy i love whent for a walk and talked about things. We played mind games the whole time but, oh god i loved it. The hunt of intelect is a VERY exciting event. When he put his arm around me it was of corse to keep me warm. In the words of Ville Vallo "it is strange what desire will make foolish people do." I wanted to kiss him. I wanted to feel the power that electrifies between us when we share that kiss. but, alas he is yet taken......fuck, what am i supposed to do when no matter what you do you are stuck on somewon. I would try to date but, it is just not fair to the person i am dating for me to have somewon else on my mind 24/7. So yup.

I am stuck

like gum to a shoe.